Jamrock19's Journals

Cheating Thievery.......the hidden

Several years back I helped steal thousands of dollars from someone I knew...but evil part of it all I never regreted it. But what comes around goes around.....Karama bit me on the ass.....

Also when I was with my ex. I cheated on him numerous times with other people.....but like I said Karma bit me on the ass... because I ended up getting my heart broken by a guy who I was head over heels in love with...years later

A loser 2 the End

Maybe I'm fighting this battle by myself,
Maybe there is no battle to begin with,
Maybe Im just fighting myself,
Maybe all of this is all apart of my Imagination
Maybe Im in denial,
Maybe I just cant accept the fact that it was over even before it started,
Maybe I'm in over my head,

What a dilemma I've gotten myself into...but deep down I see it as a window of unlimted opportunity

I feel like this is effortless.......

All this planning and plotting.....its getting me nowhere!

Losing a battle that never reaches a Victory......

Drain and emotionally exhausted from this fight of the heart,

SHIT HAPPENS......(but hey what can we really do): What would Ville Valo Do?

WHAT WOULD VILLE VALO DO?

ITS CRAZY THAT ITS BEEN BROUGHT UP BUT SHIT REALLY DOES HAPPEN NO MATTER WHERE U GO

U COULD BE DRIVING BACK HOME FROM SHOPPING AND WITNESS A BICYCLIST GET HIT BY A JEEP WRANGLER RUNNING A RED LIGHT ...YEAH EVERYONE STOPS FROM THERE PATHETIC LIFE TO WITNESS THAT TIME AND MOMENT

BUT I BET THE BICYCLIST WHO DROVE OFF WITH HIS BIKE AFTER THE WHOLE INCIDENT WAS PROBABLY THINKING "HEY SHIT HAPPENS"

BUT WHAT ABOUT THE THE DRIVER? HE'S PROBABLY THINKING " THE SHIT JUST HIT THE FAN but hey what can we really do!!!!

BUT YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT I WAS THINKING......"DID THAT SHIT REALLY JUST HAPPENED!!!!!!" and there was nothing i could really do about it.....

IM SO BORED SO READ THIS

LETS JUST SAY LOVE ISNT ALWAYS WHAT IT CRACKED UP TO BE.......How can I wake up every morning and still love someone who rather I not exist..

WITH FRIENDS LIKE MINE WHO EVER NEEDS ENEMIES............Yeah I've got some of those

WISHING FOR THE DAY TO COME WHEN I MEET VILLE...................It might never come now

THE DAY WHEN I GET A RAISE FROM THE JOB........this one is a toughy...????

His Eyes

His eyes are the gateway to his soul..The gateway to his internal majesty...

He can break your sorrows down...He can relieve your pain with a stare..making you forget reality.

Changing forever in time for his image is immortal..His eyes are Legendary like his Music.....

His stare touches your body and send it to ecstacy. He is unforgetable in this world and in the next.....